So this girl, about my age or a year younger. She is in my same grade. She just dyed of kidney failure. I feel so sad, I use to have every one of her classes last year and she was the nicest, cutest little girl. She made me a bookmark in 7th grade and I made one for her too. I really loved that bookmark because it had stuff that I really liked in it and cute little drawings she made. I feel really sad that I don’t have it now. I feel so bad tho, she was so nice to me. I’ll always remember her.
It happens every time. People lose interest in me. They get tired of me. Suddenly, they don’t bother hitting me up anymore. The conversations become shorter. They forget about me and I just become a distant memory. I wonder if it’s my fault sometimes. But then I realize that people never stay in my life. And there’s nothing I can do about it.